Yellow Paint

I’m torn between wanting to be on my own
And not liking the feeling of feeling alone
Peaceful days never last long
Is it lack of sleep or something lying beneath?
Spaced-out again
I hate that feeling
So I’ll drink
Some yellow paint
Just to find some colour
I cut my ear off to feel something
I cut my ear off to stop listening
I’m missing moments of life
I’m feeling dizzy and out of time
Spaced-out again
I hate that feeling
So I’ll drink
Some yellow paint
Just to find some colour
I’m up and down
I’m up and down
Spaced-out again
I hate that feeling
So I’ll drink
Some yellow paint
Just to find some colour
I wanna find some colour