Cartesian Doubt

You found me when I was so confused
A little pearl in a world so full of rude
Cartesian doubt sinking in
Throw it all out and re-begin
But my small hands were numb of skin
Tried to touch your heart and I broke within
Your skin so holy, I must respect
And I on you would be a defect
And you’re too beautiful for
Me to fuck it up so
I will stop right here
Where I can keep you still
And you’re too beautiful for
Me to fuck/mess you up so
I’m stopping here
I’m stopping here
Don’t stop me here
I used to think I was bulletproof
Until my eyes focused on you
Bullet through me, call paramedics
You threw me, I’m so pathetic
And now I’m all turned around
Can’t tell you north from south
Is this real life or am I dreaming
My brain and heart, what are they scheming
And you’re too beautiful for
Me to fuck it up so
I will stop right here
Where I can keep you still
And you’re too beautiful for
Me to fuck/mess you up so
I’m stopping here
I’m stopping here
Don’t stop me here
Oh someone please
Give me a lobotomy
Cause I can’t trust myself
With my Cartesian doubt
I threw my baby out with the bathwater
Oh someone please
Give me a lobotomy
Cause I can’t trust myself
With my Cartesian doubt
I threw my baby out
I threw my baby out