Packed

I’m packed and I’m holding
Onto the conversation we just had
You said something like sorry
Something like sorry.
Was I not good enough?
Did I speak up too much about my feelings?
I’m know I’m not much, but I gave it all to you
There’s blood still dripping from this ???
Were you ever in love?
Did you ever feel like this was the one?
Or was I just a stepping stone to help you grow up?
Well you should know I’ve been used before
??? then shown the door
My heart just gives and gives like a whore
So baby if you want some more
Follow me, I’ll make you feel better for sure
You better start to explain
I don’t have the time or strength to play these games
With my patience depleted
I’m now on the offensive
I guess I shouldn’t have expected much
From a college girl who wants to play rough
But somehow you got in and warmed my soul
It always feels so good to play the foolish role
You said «I'll never leave you»
Well baby I believed you
Another strike on the score
My whole blessed reality restored