Starting Again

Do you remember the snow was falling?
parking lot I am holding you so tight
don’t wanna let go
up the stairs to your old apartment
I start to slip on the ice, you help me up
I never take it slow
can’t get rid of the notes you wrote me
I find them still in my car, a tape, a coat
dead inside jokes
and I know I know I know
that I’ve got to got to got to let it…
you say you’re not still drinking
you just started again
I swear I don’t still miss you
I just started again
it’s easy to say that you forget
the drugs, the girl, whole fucking night
but I gotta know
another face that I will spend
another year just to forget
was it worth it?