The Way It Really Is

I kept talking to myself
I had to get the words out of my head
So I did
You barely said a thing
You kind of heard me out and then you said
You said:
«you're crazy, why do you keep doing this?
Everything is fine.»
Then I think, I’m crazy
I do this all the time
Until I start to think that nothing’s even wrong
Maybe I am Hiding in my own confusion
Maybe we’re just
A picture in my head
Maybe what if it could be The way I wish it really was
Maybe I don’t wanna see it The way it really is Sometimes your intentions
Are totally impossible to read
What does that mean?
Sometimes even i Have no idea what I need
I wish I did.
I’m crazy
Why do I keep doing this?
Everything is fine.
Then you think I’m crazy
I do this all the time
Until I start to think
That something’s really wrong
Looking out my window
At the big blue sky
Lazy sun shining and so I run outside
To look for you
I look for you
And then it starts to rain
Maybe I am Is that the way it really is?
Maybe we’re just
A picture in my head
Maybe what if it could be The way I wish it really was
Maybe I don’t want to see it The way it really is Maybe I don’t want to see it Maybe I don’t want to see it The way it really is The way it really is The way it really is The way it really is