Rain Maker

I will scream
Until my lungs
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The pressure
It’s building up inside, it’s not like it’s happened before
It’s building up inside, it’s not like this happened before
And it’s hard to remember this, it still makes me sick
As the days grow longer, and time pulls us apart
And as I fade away, have I done enough
For those I love to be proud of me?
For my friends and for my family
I’ll be with you, forever and always
So let me go
Nothing stays the same
Your gold will wither into grey
Not everything we love, grows with age
Your roses will blossom and fade away
Take me away, take me, so I can live guilt free
And I’ll hold onto these memories
And every last thing you ever said to me
And I promise to remember you for who you are
And not who you wanted to be
But I’m so close to giving up
Your judgements sink in
And I’ve had enough
Of all the things I love so much
I’m drowning, you let me
And I’m scared of my regrets
I’m terrified there will be nothing left
Just the thought, it leaves my heart racing in my chest
My heart’s racing in my chest
But I’ll be with you, forever and always
Everything will change
The place where your possessions used to lay
The comfort of your words that you used to say
Your face before your beauty decays
The safety of your arms where I used to stay
Nothing stays the same
Your gold will wither into grey
Your roses will blossom and fade away
Not everything we love grows with age
That’s why we remember, and never forget
The way things used to be