Figure.09

Nothing ever stops all these thoughts
And the pain attached to them
Sometimes I wonder why this is happening
It's like nothing I could do will distract me when
I think of how I shot myself in the back again
'Cause from the infinite words, I could say
I put all the pain you gave to me on display
But didn't realize, instead of setting it free
I took what I hated and made it a part of me
It never goes away
It never goes away
And now, you've become a part of me
(You'll always be right here)
You've become a part of me
(You'll always be my fear)
I can't separate
(Myself from what I've done)
Giving up a part of me
I've let myself become you
Hearing your name, the memories come back again
I remember when it started happening
I'd see you in every thought I had, and then
The thoughts slowly found words attached to them
And I knew as they escaped away
I was committing myself to them, and everyday
I regret saying those things, 'cause now
I see that I took what I hated and made it a part of me
It never goes away
It never goes away
And now, you've become a part of me
(You'll always be right here)
You've become a part of me
(You'll always be my fear)
I can't separate
(Myself from what I've done)
Giving up a part of me
I've let myself become you
Never goes away, never goes away
It never goes away, it never goes away
(Get away from me)
Gimme my space back, you gotta just (Go)
Everything comes down to memories of (You)
I've kept it in, but now I'm letting you (Know)
I've let you go, so get away from me
Gimme my space back, you gotta just (Go)
Everything comes down to memories of (You)
I've kept it in, but now I'm letting you (Know)
I've let you go!
And now, you've become a part of me
(You'll always be right here)
You've become a part of me
(You'll always be my fear)
I can't separate
(Myself from what I've done)
Giving up a part of me
I've let myself become you
I've let myself become you
I've let myself become lost inside these thoughts of you
Giving up a part of me
I've let myself become you