happy birthday

I don’t wanna be here no more
I don’t even wanna exist
I don’t really know what’s?
Why is everything like this
It’s too much today?
Pour my cup of drank
I don’t know what to say
Everything’s fucking grey
I don’t know what I do wrong
Can you tell me anything about myself
I don’t wanna be in hell but
Living my life in a cell
Happy birthday
I don’t wanna be awake
Everything is grey
I don’t think I’ll ever change
Happy birthday
I’ll just drive myself insane
Actually it feels great
It just feels like different pain
Copped some percy’s
At least I’m okay for tonight
Cup so dirty
I only drink codeine with sprite
And I don’t wanna be too long
? and it feels so wrong
You just wanna sing lov songs
You don’t know what drugs I’m on
Bet you don’t know what drugs I’m on
Bet you don’t know what drugs I’m on
Yeah you know I’m going through it
Yah my heart you keep abusing
Happy birthday
Happy birthday
I don’t wanna be awake
Everything is grey
I don’t think I’ll ever change
Happy birthday
I’ll just drive myself insane
Actually it feels great
It just feels like different pain
I’m a walking nightmare
Baby, I just wanna go
Yeah, I don’t care
Everything is fucked up and I’m so scared
Yeah I’m so scared, yeah I’m so scared
But I just get? now
Yeah and you know I’m rolling off the drugs now
And I’m pouring up a? yeah
And I pull up and I’m still swaggy
And I’m pouring a deuce now
And it’s got me feeling loose now
And I’m hoping that you’ll stick around
Happy birthday
I’m always gonna be the same
Now you gotta make a change