CODEPENDENCY

Can not sleep, can not think,
Demons eating away at me.
High on xanax, I'm a fiend
I can't reach the in between.
Squint your eyes, watch the beam,
Shut the lights out so you see.
You're not what you're meant to be,
You just take your wants from me.
And it hurts so bad,
When you take from me.
And it hurts so bad,
When you can not see.
And it hurts so bad,
When I watch you bleed.
But I'm just as bad as you,
When I'm alone too.
I wanna die inside,
I convince myself I'm fine.
But now that I can see,
It's just my codependency.
Can not sleep, can not think,
Demons eating away at me.
High on xanax, i'm a fiend
I can't reach the in between.
Squint your eyes, watch the beam,
Shut the lights out so you see.
You're not what you're meant to be,
You just take your wants from me.
Screaming that you want to die,
While you throw my stuff outside,
Clinging to you lifeless skin,
Pleading to just let me in.
Now I'm passed out on the floor,
Fled the country now I'm poor.
High in my spare time,
Convince me that I'm fine.
Please just speak to me
Please just say you need me
Please just speak to me
Please just say you love me
Tell me that you'll be alright,
So I won't have to deny;
That it's all in me.
That it's my codependency.
Can not sleep, can not think,
Demons eating away at me.
High on xanax, I'm a fiend
I cant reach the in between.
Squint your eyes, watch the beam,
Shut the lights out so you see.
You're not what you're meant to be,
You just take your wants from me.