The Guilt of Surviving

Funny how things always change
When I recollect that day
Is it over am I sober
I can always feel this heat
Like it’s chasing after me
But it’s over, I am sober
If my past comes looking for me
I’m not hiding
There’s a future taking shape here
I’ll keep fighting
I keep having the same dream, and it burns like gasoline
All my missteps were my first steps
On a journey far and long
Making right what I got wrong
I’m evolving I’m resolving
If my past comes looking for me
I’m not hiding
There’s a future taking shape here
I’ll keep fighting
I Will not lose hope
In myself I know
I Will not let go
I Will not lose hope
In myself I know
I Will not let go
If my past comes looking for me
I’m not hiding
There’s a future taking shape here
I’ll keep fighting
If my past comes looking for me
I’m not hiding
There’s a future taking shape here
I’ll keep fighting
I’ll keep fighting