Something Missing

It should have been me, but I don’t deserve it
It’s just what you wanted it to be
Manipulating a part of the process
But why do I care?
No interest in me
What am I supposed to feel, if you’re not with me?
(You're not with me)
I just need to fill the void until you let me down ever so gently
What about you?
Do you feel the same?
Forget about values, what about me?
What about me?
Nothing to no one, see purpose in me
The weight that I carry, too strong to release
You make things much worse, some things you can’t see
Pull me under the water, I don’t need relief
I want shallow breaths beneath me
How can I pretend to keep feeling?
Transparency, I see right through you
Look me in the eyes, do you miss it?
Having you closer to me would make no sense
Was it love or lust?
What am I supposed to feel if you’re not with me?
(You're not with me)
I just need to fill the void until you let me down ever so gently
What about you?
Do you feel the same?
Forget about values, what about me?
Time is not a factor
Stop acting like it is
But I can’t sit and wait for
Fiction to exist
So start coming back when you
Need to be where I am
Am I just a void or
Am I something missing?
Am I just a void or
Am I something missing?
Am I just a void or
Am I something missing?