All I'm Asking

My phone’s been silent for a week
No one’s been calling to check up on me
And I don’t blame them, I’ve been hard to be around
But don’t you blame me. I don’t choose to feel so down
But right now I wanna be alone
Invite me to your parties, I’m not gonna go
My friend is stopping over named anxiety
Depression makes an appearance cause he missed me
I’m afraid that they’ll start noticing
The part of me they like has been missing
I don’t want your altruism and don’t you give me that derision
I’ll be find, just give me time, that’s all I’m asking
I’m not ashamed to say I’m scared
That this pain I’m feeling isn’t going anywhere
So is this my new state of normal and complete?
That’s what the voices in my head keep telling me
I know how bad you wanna help
I see it in your eyes but please don’t kid yourself
This problem’sin my mind and only mine to fix
And once I’m thinking clearer I will deal with it
I’m afraid that they’ll start noticing
The part of me they like has been missing
I don’t want your altruism and don’t you give me that derision
I’ll be find, just give me time, that’s all I’m asking
I don’t need anyone to save me
This damsel in distress will find her happy ending
I’m afraid that they’ll start noticing
The part of me they like has been missing
I don’t want your altruism and don’t you give me that derision
I’ll be find, just give me time, that’s all I’m asking