can't cry rn, i'm drowning

I wish I’ve never met you
That our paths have never even intertwined
Cause right now, right now
I’m drowning, in the lies, the lies
You left and
I wish to have a sign from god
If I could even change it all
Rid the past, rewrite it
Rearrange, reverse it
How do you believe the lies
But not the truth in front of your eyes
You let me go, to take the fall
You made a mess, I simply can’t ignore
I wish this could all just end
I’m tired of having to trust man once again
Cause I’m done with breathing
I’m done with living