Apathy of No One

Life was supposed to be easy for me
I thought i had it together this time
Now it’s nearly morning
I am singing to no one
This is no one
I am no one
I feel all the pressure too much
I am weak
Inside am weak
I can’t speak
I can’t
Reaching out for
Something to hold on to
I am swallowed by myself
I am hollow inside yes
And i’m
Freaking out again
And i’m
Freaking out again
No more
Dreaming out of turn
No more
Speaking out against it
Hard to put this in words
Sometimes i stumble on words
Words don’t mean a lot to me
I can’t speak
Wish that i knew some things
Wish i was happy then
Wish i knew what to do
Wish that i said
Stay with me
Baby don’t stay with me
Getting older with my age i
Don’t know much more
It’s contagious
And i’m
Freaking out again
And i’m
Freaking out again
No more
Dreaming out of turn
No more
Speaking out against it