I Remember

I can’t need what I have not had
and I am what I have done
See as I have relived the past
I remember everything you said
Everything you said
I remember the shape of your hands
Ten years and I still hope you’re dead
In the age of passing spirits
You’re everything I had
What is that sound?
It’s a light burning out as I break up on the ground
I remember everything you said
Everything you said
I remember the shape of your hands
Trouble ripens your own soul
In the arms of grotesque company
I feel so unclean
I think I need someone
I need to be alone
I need someone, no, I need to be alone
I need someone
I need to be alone
I remember everything you said
Everything you said
I remember the shape of your hands
and I remember everything I thought to say and never did
I remember the scrape of your hands
Though time never seems to pass
It’s been ten years since you had me dead