Once Again

Dreams of you come as a threat
Forcing me to listen to my regret
Forcing me to hear your beating heart
Calling out for me to stay and never part
Once again I arrive smiling
And I leave crying
Again I arrive overjoyed
And I leave, completely destroyed
Destroyed
Memories of you come everyday
Unconditional near and away
Your warm touch and the quiet brain
Your eyes would tell me what
You would not say
Once again I arrive smiling
And I leave crying
Again I arrive overjoyed
And I leave completely destroyed
Destroyed Choices we make
Last for a lifetime
And you can never go home again
I’ve learnt to live without you but within
Still I wonder what we could have been
Once again I arrive smiling
And I leave crying
Again I arrive overjoyed
And leave completely destroyed
Destroyed Once again I arrive smiling
And I leave crying