Suffocation

I never listened even when the heavens dipped in
God whispered, shared his preminison
Watch out for heart breaks, control inhibition
But I ignored it, got suffocated, that’s my decision
I feel closer to my hammer, (please bust me off)
Got me headed for disaster, (don't piss me off)
Love triangle, got me plastered, (please don’t cast me off)
Now I’ve fallen, got up faster (please dust me off)
The only help I need is the help I refuse to take
The one killing me is mirrored right in my face
Should let Ambient take me to a quiet place
But who will help to keep my wife and daughters safe
They keep calling me, so I have to don my cape
Call me superman, I’m stronger than an ape
And I can’t stop won’t stop, my minds being raped
The safeties off this pistol and son it’s too late
I don’t do misdemeanors highstep all felonies
Had every flavor but I’m partial to my ebonies
I’m a hell raiser, so my style is in the 70's
Break down cross hairs, red dot’em heavenly
I’m suffocating smothering my competition
Taking the air you breath cause that’s my mission
So I have to release, my fingers itching
Please keep talking so you can come up missing
Trust me I will take ya under
Cold ass brother that’s hot like summer
Ya way too little and I’m big like hummers
You know it’s Blaqman Records I drive yall runners
And I can’t breathe… this shit is killing me
The smoke from the barrel sounds like a symphony
And I can’t breathe… this shit is killing me
Ya fam history so open the penitentiary
When I touch down, you cats start to clown
Your girl is your girl only when I’m not around
Duncan hines killas, duck from my rounds
Keep ya mouth shut, don’t make a sound
I’m ready to bury the hatchet square in ya back
Cause you took my fam, so I’m taking one back
Lecxs calm down you don’t need to take it back
But I can’t move forward till the coward lays flat
That’s my issue, the past won’t stay past
I’m not taking shorts so I can’t let it past
You get up in my business, I get up in yo ass
Short fuse like a grenade given bodies a blast
This is why I can’t breath and neither will you
Make motherfuckers leak thick like au jus
And I’m a horsemen so I famine whole crews
Horrible like Dachau, break down you