My First Love

i love the way you touch me,
forgive me for the push and pull
its an unnatural reaction
to something thats so beautiful
dont give up on me
ill get it right next time
ill try to reverse the crime
i promise you that im
gonna leave the past behind
indecency and damage done
the legacy of my first love
try to imagine
the unimaginable thing
and dive into the shame
and all the mayhem life can bring
force me down before you help me up
ill get it right next time
try to reverse the crime
i promise you that im
gonna leave the past behind
indecency and the damage done
the legacy of my first love
you push, i push back
you retreat, i attack
you give in, i give up
its over, its over, its over, its over
its over
run if i come
ill get it right next time
ill try to reverse the crime
i promise you that im
gonna leave the past behind
indecency and the damage done
the audacity of a serpents tongue
wheres my apology, guilty one?
my first love