We Won't Talk Tonight

I hate to think that you’re just being nice
Cause I know if I don’t reach out we won’t talk tonight
We won’t talk tonight
I don’t know what I expected
When I’ve been putting in all this effort
I feel so insecure about it
Cause you don’t see me have someone special
I don’t know your intentions, what you’re thinking
What you think of me
I don’t why it matters, so much that I’m shattered
What’s going on with me
It’s such a sad thing, wanting to be wanted
I know it’s not that deep
It’s barely been two weeks
But I hate to think that you’re just being nice
Cause I know if I don’t reach out we won’t talk tonight
We won’t talk tonight
Now I keep checking my messages
I’ve got nothing from you
And I just wanna forget this
But I’ve got nothing else to do
I don’t know why I’m lying in my bed
And trying to think of a perfect scheme
To get your attention, to get you to listen
To get you to somehow miss me
There’s nothing I can do
You don’t get to choose who loves you
I know it’s not that deep
It’s barely been two weeks
But I hate to think that you’re just being nice
Cause I know if I don’t reach out we won’t talk tonight
We won’t talk tonight