God Keeps

I’m staring in from the oustside
The more I look, the less I see
How many folks in the world ahead of me
I’m trying hard to remember, what I even came here for
To talk with the devil and find out what he’s coming for
Somewhere in the middle there was one truth
Bathe in shadow and light
I don’t know where it is, but I will find you
Maybe on the other side
No release, no release
From the sound in my head
I can’t sleep, there’s no piece
From the words that you said
No, I can’t stand it
No, I can’t stand it
No release, no release
From the sound in my head
I can’t sleep, there’s no piece
From the words that you said
No, I keep planning
While God keeps laughing at me
I’m standing still on the sidelines
I’m paralyzed by the fear I feel
Is it in my mind? Maybe it’s not even there
I find it hard to stay open
God knows I’ve tried to keep my heart clean
I still write the signs, wonder what even mean
Finally, I’ve seen there is one truth
Somewhere in the middle there was one truth
Bathe in shadow and light
I don’t know where it is, but I will find you
Maybe on the other side
I’ve seen the face I can’t erase
Out come the whispers daunting
I turn around, I come undone
I know this ain’t no way to be
No release, no release, no release
No release, no release
From the sound in my head
I can’t sleep, there’s no piece
From the words that you said
No, I can’t stand it
No, I can’t stand it