Apart

«Growing times» I will say
When I look back on this someday
I’ll have come so far from here
All this havoc disappeared
But now I’m distracted by you
I might not be over you
My thinking is wrapped up in you, and I know
I am tired of guessing with you
And I am tired of missing you
When you’re not really here
So why do you still tear me apart?
All this doubt that holds me down
Will someday leave and leave me sound
You can’t be everything
But what you were was good for me
But now I’m distracted by you
I might not be over you
My thinking is wrapped up in you, and I know.
I am tired of guessing with you
And I am tired of missing you
When you’re not really here
So why do you still tear me apart?
From you I’m moving on
But I tarry near you still
Half heartedly I’ve let go
I’m waiting for the push to know