Two Steps Back

Every time I try to take a step
Something keeps pushing me two steps further back
And every time I try to move forward
Something keeps telling me that I’ll just go right back
I wake up, it’s 5 a.m.
I’ve been fast asleep, bad dreamin'
Ooh, but the nightmare’s just begun
Ohh, this guilt lays heavier than a blanket
And now my heart’s goin' down with the ship
All in the name of fun
And now every time I try to take a step
Something keeps pushing me two steps further back
And every time I try to move forward
Something keeps telling me that I’ll just go right back
Now that I’ve written on this page I can never erase
The late night’s signed in black.
And I just wanna turn a page
'Cause I remember when it was blank
But I guess I’ll just have to live with that
I have lied to myself for the last time
Sayin' I don’t need your help 'cause trust me I’ve tried it
And I can’t do this by myself, I can’t do it alone, no
Here I am on my face, my heart is open
I don’t have much, and what’s left of me’s broken
But I know that you can make all things beautiful, yeah
Every time I try to take a step
Something keeps pushing me two steps further back
And every time I try to move forward
Something keeps telling me that I’ll just go right back
Every time I try to take a step
Something keeps pushing me two steps further back
Every time I try to move forward
Something keeps telling me I’ll just go right back, ohhh