When I'm Gone

I was up late last night
Thinking back on old times
I never lived in the moment
I couldn’t see what I had
I was evil, I was sick
Living two lives, neither fit
I must’ve swallowed a thousand pills
I should be with every friend
And oh, I lose control
I fell so deep to find my worth
So when I’m gone don’t lose sleep
I’m at home and I’ve found peace
It’s not your fault
You would scream
I gave my heart but I was weak
I still crave the things that helped erase
The memories I can’t face
I leave them all displaced
And I grew colder in this room
Prepared myself to lose
The ones who pushed me through, oh
So when I’m gone don’t lose sleep
I’m at home and I’ve found peace
It’s not your fault
You would scream
I gave my heart but I was weak
I spend these days now
At war with who I was
To prove myself to ones
Who kept breath in my lungs
So when I’m gone don’t lose sleep
I’m at home and I’ve found peace (I've found peace)
It’s not your fault
You would scream
I gave my heart but I was weak