Renate's Surprise

I have no one but myself, I’m all alone.
I’m on my own.
Nobody sees what I see, no one feels what I feel.
My soul has become hollow, my mind has been swallowed.
I will hang you from your own intestine.
I am happy as long as I can smell it.
This is exactly what I wanted.
This is your Hell, this is my Heaven.
I am in complete solitude, total isolation.
Fuck the bullshit, I kill motherfuckers.
Feign, 2012.
Houston, Texas.
This place I once knew, has become a home for people like you.
A home for Hell and it’s servants.
I know you were scared, you should have been scared of me.
But once everyone’s dead, there is no more dying then.
So let’s speed up the process, swallow all your fucking lies, and say good-bye
to your life.
No one sees what I see, nobody feels how I feel.
I’ve given up on my surroundings.
I never wanted any of this, so tell me, why am I a part of it?
Darkness has become my only friend, because I never cared about any of this