Restrain

How does it feel?
I embraced the years of patience
We are patients here
Another mile
Five years conspire against me
Seemingly endless time
Restrain everything again
To find the gun it takes so long, so long
To bide my time
Watered down
Living proof
Mind abuse
Restrain everything I am
Or pull the abscessed truth
Time to go home now
I hit the wall of deprivation
Lights out, bend down now
Another bloodshot
I know there’s always a train
Restrain everything I am
To find the gun it takes so long, so long
To bide my time
Watered down
Living proof
Mind abuse
Restrain everything I am
To pull the abscessed tooth