Pain

I’ll be lying if I said I never felt pain
Protect your heart cause it’ll hurtcha mane
Gotta play it smart when goin against the grain
Just know I love hard but everybody ain’t the same
I’ll be lying if I said I never felt pain
Protect your heart cause it’ll hurtcha mane
Gotta play it smart when goin against the grain
Just know I love hard but everybody ain’t the same
I been dodging self destruction trying to keep my focus
Mentally at war with myself, I wonder if they notice
Feeling hopeless, trying to figure out how I got here
Living lavish sounds fantastic but just not here
Back on my shit agian, against all odds trying to win
Avoid the scene cause I’m a product of my dying friends
F*** staying basic. Relocation just to make it
I’m tired of waiting but I’m reminded of my patience
Scard by everybody that ever said they love me
Determination f***s with patience. Life can get real ugly
Rolling with the punches that was given
(Huh)
I guess you can say I’m self healing
(Hook)
I’ll be lying if I said I never felt pain
Protect your heart cause it’ll hurtcha mane
Gotta play it smart when goin against the grain
Just know I love hard but everybody ain’t the same
I’ll be lying if I said I never felt pain
Protect your heart cause it’ll hurtcha mane
Gotta play it smart when goin against the grain
Just know I love hard but everybody ain’t the same
Light one up trying to ease my pain a little
Plus meditation help me focus on my mental
S***, I got issues, it ain’t hard for me to admit it
Just know if I ever said I love you I really meant it
Shirt up off my back if you need that
A lot of n***as say they got me but I need facts
Bet it all on myself cause I done seen racks
Remember needing a helping hand but they didn’t even ask
(Huh)
I guess they wonder why I keep my distance
Product of a scard mind. I even dodge my visits
I’m the product of these trenches
I take the good with the bad, guess you can call it straddled fences
(Hook)
I’ll be lying if I said I never felt pain
Protect your heart cause it’ll hurtcha mane
Gotta play it smart when goin against the grain
Just know I love hard but everybody ain’t the same
I’ll be lying if I said I never felt pain
Protect your heart cause it’ll hurtcha mane
Gotta play it smart when goin against the grain
Just know I love hard but everybody ain’t the same