Questioning My Sanity

Im saving my piss in a jar
This depression has gone too far
Im lying here in bed
Am I alive or am I dead
Im questioning my sanity
The paint chips are kicking in Desperation bubbles my skin
Theres stuff crawling on the floor
Crackers with black books knocking at my door
The tvs talking to me Im questioning my sanity
Everybody have a breakdown!
I havent changed my clothes in weeks
Im wallowing in my own stink
My ass is sore from lying in bed
Am I alive or am I dead?