I Hate Myself, I Love Myself

Outside of my mind
I been outside of my mind
I don’t know where else to hide
Life been gettin hard to find
Running round in several circles
Running round in several circles
Running round in several circles
Trying hard to find my mind
Please dont look me in my eyes
I look strong but man Im hurting
I say everything is perfect
Sometimes it feels like thats a lie
Emotions get left deep inside
I hate how we’re scared to show them
Leave myself up in the open
Give my heart and hope to die
I feel like Im Jesus Christ
Misunderstood and shoot that’s okay
Hope the best for every soul yeah
And Im down to pay the price
What they know bout Kyle Bent
What they know bout Kyle Bent
All the time that I done spent yeah
Tryna open up some eyes
Think I done left myself behind
Hard to admit it
Deepest soul can be often most distant
Claim Im strong but Im often no different
Weakest points when my heart what Im missing
Periods when Im lost and dismissive
Play along I hope not to burn bridges
It all start when Im guarding my feeling
All alone I feel caught in my prison
I hate when I feel all alone
But truth is we’re all all alone
I hate when I feel all alone
The truth is we were God along
I hate myself
I love my self