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I can’t describe it, it’s unbelievable it’s true
I’m out here doing things that I been meaning to
Pursued, and I grew but only when I was in the mood to
And now I’m pushing through and for me that’s unusual
As if you didn’t know that they would use you
That’s intuition, that’s something you couldn’t google
That’s something that even you knew but you do what you do to suit you
And get me laid it’s the truth though it’s nothing unless it moves you
I can’t stand the feeling I get when I see you (I see you)
They probably wrote so many songs about it already (Already) (Smile)
I can feel your energy when you walk into the room
I knew before you that you were gon' get me (Smile)
I got missed calls from bill collectors daily
I wish that I could pay my bills with effort
I wish my kids would stay innocent forever
But I know that there’s a time for that, it isn’t ever
These twelve hour shifts, six days a week
Help out a bit, but it’s still hard to sleep
The stress build is ill, I’m still tryna be
A father, a husband, a son, a friend, an emcee
I’m on my last leg, my tank is on E
When everything fails, I blame it on me
Work has been crazy, she wants another baby
But we got two boys and that girl is just a maybe
I lost a lot of friends, I maintained a couple
The weight gets heavy, but only my belt buckles
missed it all when I feel like I could fall
I know everything I have is what I never could of had, that’s true
I can’t stand the feeling I get when I see you (I see you)
They probably wrote so many songs about it already (Already) (Smile)
I can feel your energy when you walk into the room
I knew before you that you were gon' get me (Smile)
Life is crazy, hectic to say the least
Schedule’s got weeks blended with weeks
And history has every bit of me and you
It’s like once we reach a line, we find that it’s a loop but still
I put that thing on repeat
We’ve grown together so what does it mean?
Or what doesn’t it? Sometimes it’s blood bubbling
But I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t in love with it
I know we don’t have it to a tee right now
And when I sit and wonder what it be like
I just think of me at seventeen and all the things we haven’t seen
And how much them little dudes look like me right now
I wouldn’t hit the rewind, I say we get the cheap wine
And think about nothing with a buzz like a bee hive
And get some peace of mind, maybe get a pizza
I’m saying that 'cause I know you’re hungry, you know you love me
I can’t stand the feeling I get when I see you (I see you)
They probably wrote so many songs about it already (Already) (Smile)
I can feel your energy when you walk into the room
I knew before you that you were gon' get me (Smile)