The Great Surrender

Source of all I am and all that is
I turn to you
And know that you hear me
As I come from you
And you dwell in me too
Every breath and beat i got from you
I’m you manifest
Through and through
So hear me now
I’m ready to
Surrender somehow
Lucifer calling
The mother and son
I’m tired of being angry
And too weary to run
Madly ironic
That only your love
Was giving me space
To chose to rebel at all
Forgive me
Centuries I’ve rehearsed what to say
But things cool down along the way
Oh the length we go
Just to keep a grudge
Though it poisons our soul
There were times I thought I was winning
When I had them all spinning
Spiralling down
Oh so simple though
Lucifer calling the father and son
I’m tired of being angry and
I long to come home
Crazy ironic
That only your love
Was giving me space
To chose to rebel at all
Say how you want it
You’re all that I got
Knowing I’m free
To suffer or not
Forgive me