Airwaves

Memory of that ride // Cruisin'. Cruisin'. Cruisin'
I’ve withdrawn inside // Losin. Losin. Losin
A little bit of myself, a little bit of my health
Cause I’m sick about the way it all went down, down
Ain’t never gon' see my friends // Disaster. Disaster. Disaster
Daddy who? Can’t pretend // Bastard. Bastard. Bastard
I’m losing my sanity, the self-concept of me
And I don’t think I’ll be coming back this time, time
Can you dial back on that frequency
Buzzing in my head it feels so loud
I can feel the airwaves washing over me
Someone help me shut the feels back down
Never could comprehend // Stupid. Stupid. Stupid
Happiness lives within // Foolish. Foolish. Foolish
I wanna let go of these lies, there’s nothing on the other side
No matter where I run depression latches on, on
Childhood here again // Fakin'. Fakin'. Fakin'
New life and new friends // Takin'. Takin'. Takin'
But I just need someone, I can’t feel cause I’m numb
And I don’t think that’ll change with passing time, time
I feel it coming, can’t keep running
Try to lock it away, but it finds a way to stay, to stay
I felt it coming, couldn’t keep running
Try to lock it away, but it found a way to stay, to stay