This Loss

Itty-bitty, oh so pretty as I watch myself break down
Satisfying, as l’m crying, watch the vomit hit the ground
I am just a shadow of the man I once used to be
Everything I ever loved is always taken back from me
The feeling of this loss keeps creeping
Ingesting any joy that I might find
It’s tearing at my heart (It's killing me)
It’s robbing me of something I once
Had to take it, now I hate it, it won’t ever stop
I wanna take it back, I want it, I want it
I wanna take it back, I want it, I want it
I wanna take it back, I want it, I want it
I wanna take it back, I want it, I want it
There’s nothing like the sound of screaming, looping up all in my mind
Horrid pictures of the past invading my pineal high
I am just a shadow of the man I once used to be
Everything I ever loved is always taken back from me
Always taken back from me
The feeling of this loss keeps creeping
Ingesting any joy that I might find
It’s tearing at my heart (It's killing me)
It’s robbing me of something I once
Had to take it, now I hate it, it won’t ever stop
This is plain to see
Been holding on too long to this tragedy
And it’s time to be free
To understand what this path’s laid out for me
So here I am again
Happiness is a club I’ll never be in
I’ll never be in, I’ll never get in, I’ll never get in
Never get in
Never get in
The feeling of this loss keeps creeping
Ingesting any joy that I might find
It’s tearing at my heart (It's killing me)
It’s robbing me of something I once
Had to take it, now I hate it, it won’t ever stop
I wanna take it back, I want it, I want it
I wanna take it back, I want it, I want it
I wanna take it back, I want it, I want it
I wanna take it back, I want it, I want it
I wanna take it back, I wanna take it back
I wanna take it back, I wanna take it back
I wanna take it back, I wanna take it back
I wanna take it back, take it back, take it back