Deep Inside

I’m not doing great
I feel like I’m dead
Not thinking straight
Inside my body, troubled, full of hate
I had to let it out before it’s too late
Deep Inside, It can hide!
Feeling so lost and betrayed
why does this happen to me everytime
Stuck in this place, where I can’t escape
Screaming and clawing from deep inside
Why won’t it fade
Outside I had to lie; I’m ok,
I hope someday, I’ll stop getting pain
I guess this is a lie, I have made
Deep Inside, It can hide!
Feeling so lost and betrayed
why does this happen to me everytime
Stuck in this place, where I can’t escape
Screaming and clawing from deep inside
What am I doing?
I can’t believe this
I have been hiding
Wanting to be less
Giving to people,
They take from me Always they bring drama to me Look, look at me now
NOWWWWWWWW
Feeling so lost and betrayed
why does this happen to me everytime
Stuck in this place, where I can’t escape
Screaming and clawing from deep inside
I can’t stand all this fucking Pain
Please god just go away
Please god just make the pain…