Relapse

I’m just chewin' on glass like ice
We’re livin' on pain
I’ve been at the bottom of a shitstorm
That-that we made
Strung out, I used you
Intravenous, I take you
I need to, can’t shake you
We have blues
And I’m waitin' on a relapse
Don’t send me back to rehab 'cause
I just want to get it all back
When I was so fucked up and in love
I’d die for the glory of a rerun
I’d die for the glory of a rerun
Chokin' on the lies when I say it to you
When you ask me what the hell I’m gonna do
With your old blue sheets, I was packin' in my things
'Cause I knew I needed a fix, so that’s why I’m withdrawing from you and me
(I told you we was never a nothin')
And I swore my tongue can’t get out the words
So I’ll write 'em fast in this verse
I can never be without you, god, I’ve been--
And I’m waitin' on a relapse
Don’t send me back to rehab 'cause
I just want to get it all back
When I was so fucked up and in love
I’d die for the glory of a relapse
I’d die for the glory of a relapse
Do you think of me like it used to be?
When I’m with him, do you forget about me?
I didn’t care less when he fucked with me, yeah
Take a breath, feel the ecstasy
We’re so burned out way at your feet
I think of us when he fucked with me, yeah, yeah
(Re-relapse, re-relapse…)
(Re-relapse, re-relapse…)
And I’m waitin' on a relapse
Don’t send me back to rehab 'cause
I just want to get it all back
When I was so fucked up and in love (and in love)
And I’m waitin' on a relapse
Don’t send me back to rehab 'cause
I just want to get it all back
When I was so fucked up and in love
I’d die for the glory of a relapse (Re-relapse, re-relapse…)
I’d die for the glory of a relapse (Re-relapse, re-relapse…)
And I swore my tongue can’t get out the words
So I’ll write 'em fast in this verse
I can never be without you