Hardest

Got some brothers that owe me some favours and it’s just a word and they riding
out
You
Had your chance it’s your time to stay silent now
You’ve
Done your talking go ahead and be quiet now
Over
The bullshit you constantly on about
Know some feelings that you do not know about
Look
At my family don’t barely know me now
See the world from the inside out. It turns my insides out. Can’t get my
insights out
So
Far gone, nothing is in sight now
Sunken
Place. Tryna' reach high ground
Blunt
To face. A lot of weed might help
Snakes
In the grass. I’m tryna' weed them out
In
Rality they tryna' hold me down
But
I’ll shoot for the stars for you, watch m drown
Biggest
Problem bout' me is my heart
If
You dig down deep you can feel my scars
You
Can feel my pain, you can see my spirit tryna' make my mark
I’m
Just so far gone but it ain’t my fault
Cut
Some ties filled wounds with salt
If
You took my legs then you’d watch me crawl
Bet
I still go hard and I still stand tall
Put my heart on the table and life on the line for some tales you told lied
about
Got some brothers that owe me some favours and it’s just a word and they riding
out
You
Had your chance it’s your time to stay silent now
You’ve
Done your talking go ahead and be quiet now
Done
With my doubts and over the questions
I’m
Restless
Just hop on the mic and I get to confessing
She
Told me she loved me she shouldn’t have said it
I’m
Fading away while they watching it happen
But
If it reversed it would never have happened
Did what you couldn’t have never imagined
Backed some shit that wasn’t even my problem
Now
I got secrets with me till the coffin
Know it ain’t right but I value my honour
Learn
From mistakes and I follow my calling
I’m
Ballin'
Know the devil keep calling me often
I’ll
Spit in his face I ain’t ducking nor' dodging
Wasn’t enough so I kept on evolving
I’m
Losing my conscious, I’m finding my rhythm
Always look over my shoulder. I’m trippin
Won’t
Let my anxiety ruin my image
Get what I’m giving. I’m giving it all
You
Ain’t get it at all? Now you getting it all
Wanted to play now I’m getting the ball
Y’all
Ain’t want me to win you can pray that I fall
But
I laid the foundation so my roots are solid
Just want it that bad being brutally honest
Anything
You can do I can do flawless
Like
My life a movie they watch regardless
Time
To get it together and end what I started
My
Soul seem to shine when the times get the hardest