More Than You

I’m really starting to believe that you’re all the same
Because I always end up here
Back in this place
Left by myself to wash out the mascara stains
Deleting songs from playlists because they remind me of
The way you used to sing along
Even though the high notes were astray
And how you made me feel when you used my real name
But you left me all the same
You left me all the same
Sometimes I wish I told you
That I like your hair in the mornings
And how every time I saw you
You seemed to get more gorgeous
That’s when I knew for sure
For sure that I was falling
But now all I wish I said is how I deserved
More than you
I deserved more than you
I deserved more than you
The whole time we were together I had my suspicions
But I blocked them out
Didn’t want to admit them
I wish I paid attention
But how many times have I said that to myself and ignored my better judgement?
But the benefit of hindsight
Doesn’t appease my mind
Sometimes I wish I told you
That I like your hair in the mornings
And how every time I saw you
You seemed to get more gorgeous
That’s when I knew for sure
For sure that I was falling
But now all I wish I said is that I deserved
More than you
I deserved more than you
I deserved more than you