Self Absorbed

Smoking under street lights
Riding in the back seat
I think I’m getting too hiiiigh
What Da Fuck did you ask me
Oh my bad yea that’s acne, stressing bout the music shit
Don’t know how to do the shit but I’m still true to it
Da homies getting on tryna do that shit in unison
Taking all this pressure as a student made me Truant here
But are my priorities straight to begin with
So yea I’m just sittin here smoking conflicted
I don’t wanna lose or sell out on my vision
I don’t wanna lose myself en route to winning
Decisions, decisions
Bravado omniscient
I’m a fraud though moscato with broads
In the car at the lake as I stare at the stars
And I wonder who the hell im kiddin here
Self absorbed
I’m so self absorbed
And I still want more
I’m just bad company
Soul less soul less toxic soulless toxic
Rollin coaster lifestyle kept me nauseas
Anxiety den turned me to a pothead
Animosity den turned me to a hothead
I just gotta exude all this passion
Lose myself when I fill up the magnum
Lust a must but such a huge distraction
Bust no trust the worst of all transactions
Rather be alone than fake connections
But I don’t wanna be alone forever
Sabotage myself scared of rejection
But everything’s a blessin or a lesson
Gotta shoot my shot that’s why I practice
Pray for inner peace inside my palace
It’s within arms reach I need to grab it
But I might miss and end up empty handed
Self absorbed
I’m so self absorbed
And I still want more
I’m just bad company
I could do more I could be more
But thinking like that’s toxic
I am what I am
And I’m overly cautious
So scared of failing I don’t try at all
I can’t drop the ball I ain’t got the ball
I ain’t gotta ball just take care of my fam
I’ll give it all I just don’t give a dam
Self absorbed