Wish U Well 4

I ain’t gone lie jumped in the stu' with plans of dissing you
I started writing then I remember me kissing you
That list of bitches I regret was never meant for you
And now I’m fucked up in the crib and I’m still missing you
Words weren’t expressed I don’t even know what I did to you
But you gonna tell everybody the shit I didn’t do
I know you won’t tell nobody that shit I did for you
Didn’t do it for recognition it was meant for you
Before I saw you for the last time I was with a bitch
About to fuck but I got up and couldn’t do it cause I love you so much
I Told you all about my flaws, all I got was so what?
You got me out here wishing that I never gave my hoes up
But I’m so used to this shit and I still had my hopes up
Because I thought you were different
I always thought you were different
I Treated you like you a queen
Don’t treat you like you these bitches
But then you turned on a nigga
Thought it was love but I’m tripping
But if I did what you doing they’ll look at you as the victim
And call me the bad guy, I don’t even ask why
I had a feeling shit ended but thought I was being nervous
I really gave you my everything, guess you didn’t deserve it
My mama hate all my exes, she said she think you were perfect
I told her that you were worth it, you ended up being worthless
I used to fuck on these bitches to help me deal with the hurting
But as a nigga got older I swear that shit just stopped working
So I just deal with it
Cause as crazy as it may sound
If you ever came around girl I’m still with it
But to protect myself I just gotta be real with it
Thats why I gotta wish u well
If I hit your line right now
Would you answer or will you ignore it?
Cause if you do it still means i’m kinda important