This Is Goodbye

This is my goodbye
But please don’t say a word.
I don’t exist, I can’t be heard.
Each day is a new failure
Every trial is permissive
Every step I gain I only fall back faster
This is my goodbye
But please don’t try to stop me
There is nothing left
There is nothing left
It’s over, please lay me to rest
Forgive me, let me go
It’s my choice so please lay me to rest
Forgive me, let me go
I am no martyr, this place overwhelms me.
Once again I could last
I see no way to be free
I search for the answers
Is there no solution?
I realize my reflection
My reflection is my demon
It’s my blasphemy, hoping not to wake.
(Each day…) it’s a nightmare, sleep in freedom
You gave but it was not enough
Your strength, it was not enough, never enough.