Cracks in the Armor

I hate when people say 'how have you been?'
Cuz I’m a relatively nice girl, but i’ll lie every time
Its not you its me… no its you
I dont really even know whats wrong
Just know i never, quite belong
So I’m sorry if I stay in bed
Gotta do my best, fix whats left of my head
I dont mean to cause an uproar
Its just these cracks in the armor
Don’t think you know how sick i really and truly am
I wanna whisper in your ear, and sing those pretty little songs
But I forgot the words, oh how it hurts
Its not you its me, no its you
I dont really even know whats wrong
Just know i somehow, must keep strong
So I’m sorry if I stay in bed
Gotta do my best, fix whats left of my head
… just know i somehow can’t belong