O.M.O

So many people in my life trynna to call me their friend
Down in the dirt, I was a shadow cast behind everyone in the end
Try to bring me down I feel more inspired
Been down for so long but all I can do is get more higher
Spread my wings then I lift off
To another planet were I belong
To get away from my problems but damn I was dead wrong
What goes around comes around that’s what they always say
So I try to live good with no mess ups day by day
Demons testin me with the easy evil way to the top
Like «if I’m even tempted I’m sure I’ll rise with a scary drop»
Stick to the same things for now its the only thing know
Hopefully one day I’ll be able to do a even show
But I’m Afraid more of what people will think
It brings me down so quicksand I sink
Much Difficulties writing down the things I see
Could it be my mind playing tricks on me
Will I have a peaceful sleep or will the dreams still haunt me?
Close my eyes and envision what my future might be
Trusting new people is gettin old fashion
Circle small I’m the only one who’s laughin
Cause I’m on my own
Cause I’m on my own
I’m losing focus of who I really am
Cause I’m on my own
Cause I’m on my own
I’m losing time where has my mind been
Everybody like a Robert Hassan it’s hard to earn my trust
Plan my moves chess like so all I do from the music is combust
Plan my moves strategically so all I do from the music is combust
Is it just me or am I living with so many questions
What the hells meaning of life or what is our own mission?
Not the brightest light in the sky see I’m a galaxy way too far
How hell do you expect to win if you don’t even try something that’s too hard
Will I ever know the time or place where I should be livin
People tell me the same things I always be hearin
Surrounded by people but in my mind It’s only me
I might be down but that I won’t be no defeat
You follow and I’ll lead
Don’t need the drama to build a team
No time to waste I need this money just like I’m a fen
When you start to have it all people want to know you
Then it’s all gone too late to realize what they’re were up to
You’re low down, you have people there it’s a blessin
Only way to know if they’re there for you is to get to testin
Will I have a peaceful sleep or will the dreams still haunt me?
Close my eyes and envision what my future might be
Trusting new people is gettin old fashion
Circle small I’m the only one who’s laughin
Cause I’m on my own
Cause I’m on my own
I’m losing focus of who I really am
Cause I’m on my own
Cause I’m on my own
I’m losing time where has my mind been
I say things I have no filter like a broken sink it leaks
Sometimes wish I can fix it but my conscience sits and speaks
So I can’t it’s apart of who I am
Talk about me all you want cause I don’t even give a damn (NOOOoo)
No one to really kick it with to call this a group like should
No one really needed to tell you the truth cause I’m all good
If the you’re life isn’t really what you expected
You are who you hang out with don’t leave your life neglected
Rise above the outcome of a bad situation
Best things in life take a litttle time have a lil bit of patience
To me still this has to be one of my many fates
Thoughts from my mind music quickly escapes (trapped)
Why does every mistake leave some type of scar
Good or bad motivated I couldn’t have had made it this far
Talkin to myself all alone it’s me with my thoughts
Live now die fast or get old live slow till my heart stops
Will I have a peaceful sleep or will the dreams still haunt me?
Close my eyes and envision what my future might be
Trusting new people is gettin old fashion
Circle small I’m the only one who’s laughin
Cause I’m on my own
Cause I’m on my own
I’m losing focus of who I really am
Cause I’m on my own
Cause I’m on my own
I’m losing time where has my mind been