i'm breaking up with myself

You were only rotting'
I could feel your violence
And your flesh stay rotting
Now I’m holding something
I was fighting demons
You were in my dreams and
I couldn’t just fight you off
So just hear me singing
I’m breaking up with myself
It’s not you it’s just me
I’m breaking up with myself
I wish things were different
I need some time to focus
And you, did not deserve this
And I’m, just so sorry for my inconsiderate thoughts of you
Tonight going hocus pocus
And I’m going out you noticed
And I’m packing all of my shit
Cuz when I’m with with you, you drag me in your ditch
Oh you were the perfect person to be my only person
But i guess it isn’t worth it
I’m leaving so I’m certain