Reckless, Abandoned

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Some nights I’m up
All night textin'
Some nights I go
But to who?
Yeah (Yeah), another night at a bar (At a bar)
And I kinda get the feeling I’ve been goin' too hard (Goin' too hard), yeah,
yeah
But baby girl, she a star (She a star)
She gon' fuck me if I’m lucky, put it all on my card, yeah, yeah Nights like
this, I know I’m more lost
Than I’d like to admit to myself (-Self)
But I’m young, I’m dumb, I don’t give
As many fucks as I should about my own health (Health)
Pour it up, yeah, that’s not enough, yeah
I need more, prayin' to the Lord I make it to four, yeah (Yeah)
I ain’t on the poppin' pills shit, but I’ve been dealin' with some real shit
Fuck all the Dr. Phil shit, I don’t really want to feel shit (Shit)
Got that medic on the line (Line), he gon' come through with the pint
Made the call just for you, said you horny when you high
Treat my money like emotions, I spend it all on the potion
And my relationships are open, I know it’s just a way of copin',
I’m tryna' to find a way to focus (Yeah)
You sniff, I don’t, I drink, you smoke, baby (Baby!)
We will, we gone, I think we both crazy (Crazy!)
But fuck it, it don’t matter for tonight (Woo)
I just want to see myself inside your eyes, underneath all the disguise
A Jacky and Coke (Coke), ignore the fact that you smoke (Smoke),
cigarettes are for your throat
Quick to let go of my morals, but shorty’s sexy dress is floral,
she be kissing other girls
Said she wanna' try the plural, so I’ve been tryna make' referrals
Like, «What about your drunk best friend?», like, «What about my ex-girlfriend?
«Wait, she don’t even call a nigga
I chose you over all my niggas, I don’t wanna' drink beer no more,
I want harder liquor
IG story all the pictures, so at least it look lit (Looks lit), though, legit,
we dissolve our livers (Damn)
And get drunk, start callin' women, feels pretty shitty, though,
shorty real pretty, though (Pretty though)
Millennial tryna' make a video (Aye), don’t got a palace, bang it out on a
mattress
Real player partner, you stripin' straight to the flow (Flow)
This that bumpy flow, get fucked up, we in a judgment-free zone (Zone)
Just let go, I swear, the club is a self-prescribed clinic
Broke niggas payed a hundred, at the entrance just to stand near model bitches
That they won’t talk to (Talk to)
Insecurity’s a bitch, or you went law school (Law school)
I’ll pretend I give a shit, some days feel awful (Awful), we just sticking to
the script
Gettin' hella' bent, barely payin' rent, just give it a week, we’ll be back
again
You sniff, I don’t, I drink, you smoke, baby (Baby!)
We will, we gone, I think we both crazy (Crazy!)
But fuck it, it don’t matter for tonight (Woo)
I just want to see myself inside your eyes, underneath all the disguise
Some nights, I’ve been
Some nights I’ve been all night textin'
Some nights, I- oh
But to who? There’s nothing as lonely as
Being drunk at 3:00 a.m. in a cab
Homies are textin' like, «Where are you at?»
The radio playin' the songs you just danced to
So I figured I’d call you
You know, you know, you know
You know, you know, you know
You know, you know, you know
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