Where Do I Go From Here

Where do I go from here, and is it far?
Why was I born with a wish to touch a star?
Why cant I leave things alone, and as they are?
Ooh, baby, can you take the pain,
Im hurting you once again;
I know you think Im insane (maybe I am)
Sometimes Im bad to you, baby sometimes Im mean.
Im not malicious, but I dont want to live in a dream;
I only push when I think we should change the scene.
Know what I mean?
I know Im making you sad
My desperation is bad
Trying to find what I had, but its gone
Ooh, baby, can you take the pain,
Im hurting you once again;
I know you think Im insane (maybe I am)
Who am i, who am i, baby tell me who are you?
Are you adventurous, and think of what weve got to do;
Its really scary what other peoples rules can do to you.
I know Im causing you pain,
Wish I knew how to explain;
Why I stay out in the rain.