Waiting

This hurts so bad
When I lie to you
About the way I feel
(You make me smile still)
This grip holds me so
Cause I see your face
See you every place
(I can’t erase)
I’ve gotta let you go
So hard to say it though
I’d rather find something instead
That we can laugh about
Ignore the truth somehow
For just one more night in your bed
If you find somebody to fill my seat
I hope she won’t last, I hope she won’t last
And if you care for her
I hope I never see
She could’ve been me
If I didn’t leave
I’ve gotta let you go
So hard to say it though
I’d rather find something instead
That we can laugh about
Ignore the truth somehow
For just one more night in your bed
Maybe if I just took off
Maybe could I just think twice
If I’m gone before you’re here
These tears will never be found
You look so sad
Cause you can’t help me
Cause I need to be (alone just me)
I’d be a fool to drag you on a string
You’re my everything (I need nothing)
I’ve gotta let you go
So hard to say it though
I’d rather find something instead
That we can laugh about
Ignore the truth somehow
For just one more night in your bed