Cartogram out of Phase

On top of the roof
I realized that there was no moon
Searching for it among the sprinkled stars
I gazed into the lights — reaching you (?)
From millions of years ago
See — see in the past
Outside the present
Outward within my room
The castle of monologues
The endless failures of trials (?)
The moon had disappeared
Because now the world is reversed
And my feet are on her land (?)
I’m out of the room of my mind
With a perfect shape of love
Filling the empty hole in my heart