Transparency

Soft spoken on the phone I still remember that
Angelic because you’re angel like wonder if you see a demon when you look at me
from out those hazel eyes
Never played you but I rolled the dice
I give you signals but you’re out of service me being foolish with connections
must’ve jammed the servers
The mandem know that when I see you I’m a bag of nerves
Like I feel like if I might see you then I should rehearse
So I’m not choking swallowed pride till I get ill that’s how I’m coping
Can’t sleep might see your face and so I don’t blink
All alone the how I feel Macauley Culkin
A filthy animal I get what I deserve pain crept up on me slowly I ain’t feelin
no desert
Can’t show you to your face I hope you feel it in a verse
Hope you listen close I hope your deeping every word
You’re the only one I think can heal me when I’m hurt
Like the light in the sky you help me see
You’re the light of my life you see through me, Transparency
The situation we ain’t see it through
You got this new guy and I don’t know where he’s leading you
Should I be mad cause you left when I thought I needed you?
Nah I respect the action it shows me you got the real in you
Know I chose correctly, you cut me off because you still respect me
We keep it moving we don’t keep it friendly
In my soul I know that would only lead to envy
Mostly from my side let emotions sizzle I been letting out this dry cry but
never let a tear out
I erased my ego I feel like I can see clear now
Energy got dirty my whole mindset needs a clear out, the windows to my soul got
so musty I couldn’t peer out
Shoulda seen my closet, skeletons decayed
Thanks for being the inspo when my pen touches the page
You don’t cross my mind for minutes it’s more like a couple days now don’t care
if you hear it I still love you anyway
Like the light in the sky you help me see
You’re the light of my life you see through me, Transparency