Break It to My Heart

If it’s okay
I’ll leave the bed light on
And place your water glass where it belongs
And if it’s alright
I’ll lie awake at night
Pretending I am curled up at your side
See I’m circling in these patterns
Living out of memories
I’m still a long way from accepting it
That there’s just no you and me
But if I still believe you love me
Maybe I’ll survive
So I tell myself you’re coming home
Like you’ve done a million times
And if it’s alright
I’ll still be loving you
'Cause I can’t break it to my heart
Is it just me?
Did I commit a crime?
I won’t believe that loving you
Is just a waste of time
Or was it in my head
I’m reading into things you never said
'Cause I still don’t have the answers
To why we couldn’t work it out
I wanna think it’s something that I did
So I can turn it back around
But if I still believe you love me
Maybe I’ll survive
So I tell myself you’re coming home
Like you’ve done a million times
And if it’s alright
I’ll still be loving you
'Cause I can’t break it to my heart
And nothing will come between us
I wanna convince myself we’re perfect in
Every single way as long as I can keep
The truth away from my heart
Oh 'cause I can’t break it to my heart
'Cause I still don’t have the answers
To why we couldn’t work it out
I wanna think it’s something that I did
So I can turn it back around
But if I still believe you love me
Maybe I’ll survive
So I tell myself you’re coming home
Like you’ve done a million times
And if it’s alright
I’ll still be loving you
But if I still believe you love me
Maybe I’ll survive
So I tell myself you’re coming home
Like you’ve done a million times
And if it’s alright
I’ll still be loving you
And if it’s alright
I’ll still be loving you
'Cause I can’t break it to my heart
I can’t break it to my heart