Therapy

No parenting
Going crazy think I need therapy
Who gon' really love me and be there for me?
When it comes to money they don’t care for me
Apparently
I need clarity
Moments that I should I’m not cherishing
Lost my brother that shit’s not fair to me
Last of the real I’m the rarest breed
The rarest breed
This world’s scaring me
In one moment I lost everything
Lost my brother feel like God’s failing me
But honestly I feel like he’s preparing me
Preparing me
For legacies
That I leave behind if I inherit it
In these niggas eyes I see the jealousy
Cause they see I’m here for longevity
Prepared to leave
I know that my mind’s so gone
Lost a lot of shit so now I’m icy cold
Love a lot of shit but I don’t like these hoes
Fuck me over once can never right these wrongs
So many things have come and broken me down
But I smile through it all, my mouth’s never
Ain’t taking my smile
No parenting
Going crazy think I need therapy
Who gon' really love me and be there for me?
When it comes to money they don’t care for me
Apparently
I need clarity
Moments that I should I’m not cherishing
Lost my brother that shit’s not fair to me
Last of the real I’m the rarest breed
The rarest breed
Fatherless child, no father
Wonder how he feels he has a bossed up daughter
4.0 grade average, was a scholar
Could have been a lawyer, teacher or a doctor
Was a baller, but I stopped hooping
Mom’s never came to my games I felt stupid
I used to dance, was in love with the music
That was my real dream, told myself I had to do it
Follow my heart, put my all in my art
Became the best me, my life’s falling apart
I lost my brother, lost part of my heart
One year in the game tell me is it my star?
Depressed as hell, stressed as hell
Lost a lot of friends, they all pressed as hell
Why they all keep dogging me?
When they knowin' I’m the real and the heart in me