Lost Essence

Lost a part of myself when you dipped
Lost my mind, 95 on the bridge
Lost myself even when I’m on the mix
Keep it moving 'cause you’re putting me at risk
Keep it moving, like you said, «We don’t fit together»
Hit the gas, 3AM, I might never-
I was heading back from Cabo
Flight landing in Chicago
All I know is I might never see forever
Yeah, I need a handle, a forty
I know you think that you’re sorry
Bad habits, tragically ever after the party
Happy endings, always means to an end in the morning
Cease and desist 'cause they don’t want the kid to b charted
Nights pass like a season, trid to hide what I’m feeling, but I
But I know a rose glass when I see it
Truth is: truth hurts, the past isn’t leaving
I feel like I killed my ties for no reason
Can’t define the essence
Say you need to change, I lost faith in your message
'Cause it’ll hurt either way, I’m still trying to end the pain
Said I can’t define the essence
I can’t feel my face trying to alleviate the pressure
'Cause it’ll hurt either way, I’m still trying to end the pain
Said I can’t define the essence
Shawty wanna sing a melody
Know she getting memories when she sipping on the Hennessy, yeah
Got a lot of friends and some enemies
Want to ask me questions, baby, this is not no Jeopardy
Lots of women so there’s plenty in the sea — I be fishing
Shawty won’t be asking yeah — she be tripping
Must be autumn, yeah, she falling
Caught me slipping
Can’t define the essence
Say you need to change, I lost faith in your message
'Cause it’ll hurt either way, I’m still trying to end the pain
Said I can’t define the essence
I can’t feel my face trying to alleviate the pressure
'Cause it’ll hurt either way, I’m still trying to end the pain
(I'm still trying to end the pain)